September 15, 2014

Every passing minute is another chance to turn it all around…

Category: Thoughts from Chuckie — chuckie @ 5:12 am

Welcome aboard once again, glad we are starting the week out together.
KICK IT! (The music for today’s post, like wine with your meal):

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The # one LifeTrain rule: NEVER GIVE UP!!!

The # one LifeTrain rule:

As I started my week off this morning shaving my bald dome I marveled with disappointment in myself. Like most Homo-sapiens I sometimes lament over past mistakes and bad decisions. But, I reminded myself that like EVERY one else, I am “perfectly Imperfect”.

It’s during these times that I tap into what is rather cathartic for me, turn on music and WRITE (about what’s troubling me). So I headed to the keyboard. All the while something was whispering to my spirit, my soul, psyche and mind about

bad decisions made and what ifs. What if at the fork in the road I should’ve gone left instead of right? Why could I have made such a stupid decision? Why am I not perfect, why am I not a Vulcan, devoid of emotions. Why am I so, so human (LOL)? Fortunately I stay buried in research (and the Bible) so that at just such times of doubt I can refer to logic, faith and Christ.

I quickly reminded myself that I cannot undo the past. I also decided to share my thoughts so that when this type of thing hits you, maybe even this week you can employ some of my

But I realize, God made us Human and there are no such things as Vulcans...

But I realize, God made us Human and there are no such things as Vulcans…

tools. For example, as much as possible I will always try to obtain counsel. In difficult decisions it’s wise to get spiritual and practical counsel from the godly leaders in your life. A pastor,

elder, parent, or simply a mature believer can often contribute important insight, answer questions, remove doubts and confirm inclinations. Make sure to choose individuals who will

offer sound biblical advice and not just say what you want to hear. Plans fail for lack of counsel, but with many advisers they succeed.~ Proverb 15:22
Remember, and this a “BIG” one for me…Sometimes your heart and feelings can trick and mislead you. And, sometimes you can be too heady, intellectual and become stuck in paralysis of analysis. Don’t just “brainstorm.” A more holistic

approach is to engage your brain, heart and spirit. This week, be prayerful asking God to speak to your heart and mind.

QUOTE: “Every passing minute is another chance to turn it all around.”

This week, join me in being creative and willing to think outside the box of comfort, tradition and people pleasing. AND! …and may we always remember we can’t afford to blame or expect everyone to understand and co-sign our decisions.boc
Another BIG one for me is to forever keep in mind is to NOT be in denial or fantasize. We all must consider the alternatives, risks and consequences.
As you hop off the train I will hand each and every one of you an index card. It reads:


How will our decisions this week (and going forward) impact our relationships, health, income, integrity, time, values, opportunities, career, character, education, travel, peace of mind, etc?



I suggest KAIZEN. That is a Japanese word for gradual and continuous improvement.

…1/10 of 1% continuous improvement.

One more thing if I may…There may come a time this week when you might need to remember…”When the world comes tumbling down …Please, just…

I Hope you’ll continue to ride along with me in this thing called Life…here on the LifeTrain…

ALL ABOARD!!!  The LifeTrain!!!

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September 8, 2014

Change Is In The Air…

Category: Thoughts from Chuckie — chuckie @ 12:12 am

ALL ABOARD!!!  So glad you decided to hop aboard and ride the Train with me today!

KICK IT!!!  The Mood, (The music for today’s post)

Summer is turning gently, slowly, gracefully around to reveal Fall’s first crisp breeze and first brightly colored leaf.  It’s a perfect time of year to revamp on the inside, to literally turn over a new leaf and reveal a fresh and improved version of ourselves.  I think we can learn a lot about change from observing good old Mother Nature:

We can witness how those luscious, sweet, balmy summer nights slowly transition into something crisper, softer, cooler. It’s quite a breathtaking process. The shift takes place so gradually—just a tiny, little bit each day, building steadily towards the season’s change. Nothing is ever forced.

Fall does not walk in and scream to summer, “Get out!” and we should not do this with ourselves either. A seemingly slight change that isn’t twisted or forced can transform us more deeply than we know.

As I’ve (very frustratingly) realized, the more I push for results, the less I see them.

It can feel like a cruel trick, right? But, as we watch the seasons shift, it’s a good reminder to revel in the beauty of our inner process. We are all always transitioning, in one way or another. Although I often want immediate change, I’ve (also very frustratingly) realized, this is rarely how it goes.

All Aboard!!!  The LifeTrain!!!

All Aboard!!! The LifeTrain!!!

It can be so difficult to sit back and have faith, but that is exactly what we need to learn to do, above all else. Look to nature, and see how she beautifully trusts that summer will turn to Fall. This process is not questioned; rather, it’s supported and allowed to unfold exactly as it needs. We need to mirror this more passive, supportive attitude within ourselves.

On the inside, we are often changing seasons, too.

Personally, I’m trying to transition from the harsh and unforgiving season of “ Intense Anxiety” into the more calm and collected season of “Balance and Confidence.”

There are so many steps on the way. Each of them is equally important, even though sometimes the whole process can be difficult to accept. Some days, it feels like I haven’t changed at all. My mind races, and my anxiety surrounds me like a heavy black cloud, following me relentlessly wherever I go. But, there are also days where the anxiety is only there in the background, as though it’s been dialed down to a “low” setting.

On the hard days, it’s hard to remember that the good days exist.

At times, I feel incredibly discouraged and disappointed, and it seems useless to continue to work on myself. Instead of wallowing in my self-pity (with a double cheese, pepperoni pizza and Netflix), I try to make it a practice to look to nature:

It strikes me deeply how despite anything, she is sturdy and unquestioning in herself. She is so darn confident in her process. Sometimes, this makes me feel worse, envious even. But, sometimes, it inspires me to pause for a moment and be more confident and unquestioning in my own process.

It inspires me to embrace my frustration, to scream and cry if I feel the need. Who’s to say that this, too, is not part of the journey down the tracks on the LifeTrain?  Maybe it’s actually quite a beautiful and key part.

It's all about the balance...All Aboard!

It’s all about the balance…All Aboard!

As I’m slowing and moving from anxiety to balance, it feels very much like shifting from the hot, intense sun of Summer to the fresh breeze of Fall. I’m just beginning my change, and thankfully nature is there to remind me that this is perfectly okay.

All of these steps, these feelings, and these difficulties are a part of the transition: the beautiful, at times maddening transition on the journey down these tracks to becoming ourselves.

Whatever inner season we are moving towards, let’s try to embrace the exquisiteness of the process. And, as the leaves start to change, it reminds us that we can, too.

ALL ABOARD!!!  The LifeTrain!!!


September 1, 2014

Always Go With The Needle And Thread…

Category: Thoughts from Chuckie — chuckie @ 3:38 pm

All Aboard!!!

Thank you so much for hopping the Train today!  It’s lonely here without you.  Leave a comment sometime…

As you board today I give you a business card with just these words on it:

“ALWAYS” go with the needle and thread”…

Kick the music and ride (read) on…

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From the now “Old Guy” to the young cats…

As I find myself in the last trimester of life I realize that there were lessons learned, some too late and some just in a nick of time…that I should share.

There were times as a young cat I realized that the Old Cats knew a thang or two.  I listened to some of the old cat stuff and it saved me from some stuff.  But, it took a while for the spirit of what I am about to throw out into the universe to take hold on me. I can only pray that a young cat or two will take heed.  Oh, and thanks to all the old cats that took me aside…

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Always go with the needle and thread…

I didn’t always know this because as a young buck I was seduced by a BIG behind.  Now I realize it’s a big mind that should be priority one.  Young bucks, don’t let your eyes deceive you.

Young dudes, first PULL YOUR [deleted] pants up!

Second remember try as we might, we are NOT superman.  We can come close but, trust me; life will rip that “S” right off your chest.  It’s at that time you will find that a woman will do one of two things.  She will try not to trip over that “S” as she walks away. Or, she will get out her needle and thread.  A good woman will sew it back on, kiss you, hug you, smack you on the [deleted] and tell you to man up and fly!

Young cats, take it from the now old cat, always go with the one who has a box labeled Jesus containing needle and thread…

Not a sermon, just some thoughts…   C. Prince Daniel

ALL ABOARD!!!  THE LifeTrain!!!

August 29, 2014

“Legally Speaking” With Attorney Ewing Carter III – This week: Revoked License for failure to comply…

Category: Thoughts from Chuckie — chuckie @ 12:40 am

All Aboard!

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Hey passengers, one thing I (your LifeTrain conductor) will do is try to bring you tips that may come in handy now and in the future.  We offer recurring segments to include. life tips, tech tips and even legal tips.  Today we  answer a question submitted by  a passenger dealing with the loss of a license.  Let’s head back to the Train’s legal office and chat with the Attorney, Ewing Carter III – .

Chuckie:  EC III!
EC III:  Oh no, I see you have been in my coffee pot again…Mr. Caffeine!

Chuckie:  Washington has RG III and the LifeTrain has EC III!  What’s up my brother?
EC III:  It’s all good, what do you have for me this week?

Chuckie:  A JOKE!
EC III: NOOOOO!  Please man, PLEASE!  From pee wee football, through junior high to High School to the birth of my children!  You and them corny [deleted] Jokes.  Please no!
Chuckie:  Now you know you live for my jokes!  A squirrel loses his tail and goes to the Mall for a new one, what store does he get it from?
ECIII:  You know what, I know you and you won’t give up so. WHAT KIND OF STORE MAN??!!
Chuckie:  wait for it…Wait for it…   A RE”TAIL” STORE! 

Silence…dead stare

Chuckie:  Ok, alright,  A passenger has an issue for us to discuss, they wrote:  In February of this year, I drove from my home (New York, NY) to Richmond, Virginia to visit a friend. While passing through West Virginia to cdriveVirginia, a Highway patrolman stopped me and gave me a ticket for speeding 80 mph in a 65 mph zone. I had a lot going on at the time, and forgot to pay the ticket. Last week I got stopped for speeding again in New York, and the officer said that my license had been revoked for failure to comply with an out of state citation. Now, I have two (2) new tickets: speeding 50mph in a 35 mph zone and Driving While License Suspended. My court date for these new tickets is 3 weeks away.

Chuckie:  What is the most expeditious way for her to handle this problem?
EC III:  Expeditious…that’s a pretty big word for you isn’t it?
Chuckie: HAR!

EC III:  My suggestion is: (1) Contact an attorney in the county or city where you received the West Virginia citation. If you don’t know exactly where it occurred, get a copy of your driving history from the DMV. Your record will tell you the county of the offense and the citation file number. Then, (2) retain an attorney in that locale to add the ticket back on the court docket for disposition. The attorney should be able to dispose of the speeding ticket without your appearance in court.

Chuckie:  OK, and the new charges, how would they be handled?
EC III:  As far as the new charges are concerned, you will have to personally appear in court and request a continuance, or hire local counsel to continue the cases until after the ticket in West Virginia is handled. A citation for driving while license suspended/revoked cannot be paid. Because of the seriousness of the offense, a mandatory court appearance is required. But again, if local counsel is retained, he/she can appear in your stead. These suggestions can seem expensive relative to handling a mere speeding ticket, however my response is: what is most important to you?

EC III:  After handling hundreds of driving while license suspended/revoked tickets over the past 20 years, I have witnessed nice people severely damage their privilege to drive because of: (1) not knowing what to do, (2) doing the wrong things, and/or (3) simply neglecting the problem.

Chuckie:  So…There is hope?
EC III:  Yes, The “brighter side” – Suppose you’re living with the worst case scenario — your license is permanently revoked… In the state of North Carolina, permanent revocation means: four (4) years. So, provided, that you’ve done everything necessary in order to become eligible for license reinstatement, four years is the longest you will have to wait. Also, you can become eligible for early reinstatement (after two years), provided you request a Hearing before a DMV Officer, and follow their additional requirements.

Chuckie:  Good stuff lawyer type dude…Now how bout another joke?

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August 25, 2014

Fail Well – Part 3

Category: Thoughts from Chuckie — chuckie @ 6:01 pm


Hey Passengers, welcome back aboard the train for another week aboard the Train.  Well, let’s get right to it, KICK IT!  The music I selected for you to digest today’s post….

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Today’s ride is part III of our look at how to Fail Well.  I hope this series is of some help to you.  I could actually keep parsing out many parts to thiis series but, unless you my fellow passengers say other wise, I will pause this series and move on to another station.  Not to fret though, we shall return.  In closing out for now I want to leave you with a collection of tips that I picked from my failing well archive.  Read (Ride) on…

  • If millions of others have gotten through failure, so will you. Don’t let ideals of perfectionism stunt your growth and do not compare yourself to success stories; those success stories contain many failures that never get spoken about.
  • Don’t let failing bring you down. If you were determined and you failed, try again. A man who fought failure all his life but will always be remembered for his tenacity and endurance is Winston Churchill. He once said, “Success is the ability to go from one failure to another with no loss of enthusiasm”. And he lived out that belief despite tremendous odds.
  • Don’t expect overnight miracles to occur. You can’t get over a huge setback fast but you can care for yourself while you mend and not dive deeper into despair. Remember that you’re not the first to fail, you won’t be the last, and you will bounce back again if you allow yourself. Yes, it is a choice to make, so choose to come back stronger.
  • Count every trial as an act of courage, a small success in itself. Building persistence can accomplish enormous things and turn all the failed trials along the way into minor successes. A writer seeking to get published could pin up every rejection slip as proof that they’re a real writer, doing the job the way the job really works. A successful sales representative looks at the proportion of successes to failures and gets used to “No” most of the time as just part of the job.

    The # one LifeTrain rule: NEVER GIVE UP!!!

    The # one LifeTrain rule:

  • Don’t take it as your failure if something was dependent on other people’s decisions and actions. If your project didn’t get accepted and was a good project, it still is a success. Many people fear “failure” in situations that are so unpredictable success and failure don’t apply to them at all.
  • Lists and goal journals are really helpful for some people when failure seems to happen often. If failure derails your thinking processes and leaves you feeling anxious, use such props to steer you back on course again. There is no shame in using them, nobody expects fast and organized thinking to happen all of the time, and for some people it’s overwhelming to be expected to always think like that. Organize yourself well and things will seem less arduous to tackle when you get back on your feet.
  • And if ever you find yourself thinking self-piteously: “I wish I were as lucky as X”, remember that luck is for leprechauns. Life is about good management, not luck.
  • Step back a bit, give yourself some breathing room. One thing that can help cushion failure at something large is to do some small, easy things that you know you’ll succeed in, whatever they are. Steady, slow progressive success at something else, like learning to draw and not expecting a masterpiece but just to succeed at “draw something every day” or an easy exercise regimen like “walk daily at the most convenient time” can help to cushion the failure of a large project.

All Aboard!  The LifeTrain!!!

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August 20, 2014

“Fail Well” Part II

Category: Thoughts from Chuckie — chuckie @ 12:23 am


Kick it!  Like wine with your meal, this song for your post!

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As you board the Train today I give you a black and white business card…it reads:

I can accept failure, everyone fails at something. But I can’t accept not trying.
Michael Jordan

Failure is a given in life; expecting to sail through without a hiccup is unrealistic and sets you up to fall harder when failure does happen. Avoiding failure also prevents you from focusing on gaining the resiliency needed to cope with it, a vital element of bouncing back.

It is unfortunate that in societies obsessed with success and achievement, failure can be made to feel like the worst thing that could ever happen to a person. The reality is that failure is commonplace but so is overcoming it and pushing through to more successful endeavors in the future. Even where a failure cannot be salvaged, there is always something to be learned from it. In my upcoming posts, you’ll learn a little about how to overcome failure through having the right attitude. At least that’s how your faithful conductor handles failure.  When you don’t let the mishaps of life keep you down too long, then nobody else will be able to keep you down too long either.

A side note, everything that goes wrong is not your failure.  When my mother passed I thought I was a failure as a son, what could I have done more of I thought.  In reality, there was nothing I could’ve done to keep her on this earth one more single day.  When my ex-wife left me in 2002 I searched and searched for a way to make myself think I was not a failure.  In reality I wasn’t.  See my post titled “Not even Apologies…”

Truth is passengers; everybody who hops the Train in life with us might not be with us until our last stop.  It’s just a fact of life here on the LifeTrain.

Well…did I just digress?  Laugh at life with me!

I am not sad when I share my life things...I am rejoicing that God brought me through...

Dear Passengers, I am not sad when I share my life things…I am rejoicing that God brought me through…

So as Madea would say IN-TEE WAY…Let’s begin to look at failure for what it truly is and is not!

Expect mistakes. Life’s hard knocks are as common as life’s success knocks. To expect the process of living to always be smooth sailing is to invite a lack of realism into your life. It happens to the best of us. Failure helps to create balance in your life and presents an opportunity for personal growth. Accepting the inevitability that things won’t always go your way is an important part of avoiding becoming bitter and twisted, or of preventing yourself from simply resting on your laurels and never pushing further to realize your full potential. Learn to love finding out that you’re wrong about something. That’s not failure; its enlightenment and the path to finding the right way.

Consider reading up on how to control perfectionism if this behavioral trait is holding you back in life. Perfectionism causes us to fear failure and to feel we’re personally a failure when we’re faced with it. Seeking to always be perfect sows our own seeds of disappointment. Trying and failing is a much better teacher of what it means to be human than never trying and never succeeding.

Forget about how other people view you. Not only will any very obvious failure soon be yesterday’s news, but if you think other people are judging you (and maybe they are, maybe they aren’t), it won’t be long before they’re too busy worrying about their own failures to sling mud at yours. After all, everyone’s going to fail now and then; inflicting gloating on someone else has a way of boomeranging right back, a reality which serves as a natural form of tapering off constant criticism. And ultimately, what’s it matter what the critics think? Most of the time they haven’t a clue what effort has gone into what you’ve done and what you’re trying to achieve – it’s all too easy to be an expert critic without being privy to the inside information.  Allow each failure to serve as an opportunity to strengthen your determination in the face of criticism. This is a far more positive and self-sustaining response than giving in to believing the often nasty and thoughtless things other people can say.

Well Passengers, I know I need to give this series to you in small edible bites so I will give you one more note and close this part for today’s ride.  let’s just call today’s post part II of

Dear Passengers, I can't tell you how many times man has said no...but, God said yes!  So LET THEM TALK and tell you you can't...God will say YOU CAN!!!

Dear Passengers,
I can’t tell you how many times man has said no…but, God said yes! So LET THEM TALK and tell you you can’t…God will say YOU CAN!!!


Remind yourself that you are good enough. Not believing we are good enough rests at the heart of fearing failure.  Failures serve as proof of this greatest fear, causing us to want to withdraw and not try again for fear of being further exposed as inadequate and incapable. However, this fear is not founded in reality; nobody is perfect and everyone will err at various points in life. The real difference between people who become successful and overcome failure and those who do not comes down to how you manage failure and how you view its impact on you. Feeling inadequate is a commonplace human feeling that even very public, very successful people feel but they don’t let it keep them down. You are good enough; all you need is to give yourself the go-ahead to keep trying.  Lastly, read the Biography of Henry Ford, Bill Gates, Steve Jobs, Madame CJ Walker and Robert Noyce to name just a few of our society success stories and see how they overcame failures.  One thing’s for sure, they certainly “Failed Well!”

All Aboard!  The LifeTrain!!!

August 19, 2014

Fail Well…Part I

Category: Thoughts from Chuckie — chuckie @ 9:07 pm


In my opinion, the difference between successful people and un-successful people is their ability to “Fail Well”   …C. Prince Daniel

KICK IT!!!  (The wine with the meal or in this case, the music with the post)

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Hey Passengers almost everything we do has elements of failure and success. I simply cannot tell you how many, many times I have failed at things in life.  But, one thing I can thank the good Lord for is the ability he put in me to “FAIL WELL!”  .

Over the years the ride on this Train, the LifeTrain (Blog) I have met some of the most amazing people.  And I hate to say it but, some of my passengers could soar to even HIGHER heights if they would only learn to Fail Well.  “SO”, as your conductor I have decided to stop the train at this station called “FAIL WELL”, USA.   I want to coach you, my feellow passengers to take the time to get out of our tendency towards black-and-white thinking and appreciate what worked as well as what can be learned from what didn’t. Try to think about all the ways you are better because the failure happened: What did you learn? How did the experience help you?

As humans, we’re hardwired to experience strong physiological responses to failure. Our stomach clenches, palms sweat, shoulders pull down, heart rate increases, etc. These reactions trigger defensive mechanisms in our brain. The primary purpose of the defense is to expel the discomfort of the reaction at any cost and here is where we see blame, self-criticism, avoidance, and quick-fix reactions that generally undermine our learning at best and hurt those around us at worst. Pause. Wait for the amygdale reaction to pass. THEN choose how you will react to the situation.

Over the next few posts this week and maybe just a bit into next week we will look at how to Fail Well!  So remember the following:

  • “Failure happens all the time. It happens every day in practice. What makes you better is how you react to it.” Mia Hamm


  • “Remembering that I’ll be dead soon is the most important tool I’ve ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything – all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure – these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important.” Steve Jobs


  • “In order to succeed, your desire for success should be greater than your fear of failure.” Bill Cosby


  • “One who fears failure limits his activities. Failure is only the opportunity to more intelligently begin again.” Henry Ford

And in the meantime…Don’t worry, Be Happy!

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RIP…Robin Williams…

All Aboard!  The LifeTrain!!!

August 13, 2014

Not even Apologies…

Category: Thoughts from Chuckie — chuckie @ 7:57 pm

Can make love stay.  Kick the Mood for this post…the song.
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“If I say I’m sorry enough, even for breathing, perhaps he or she will stay.”

Back in 2002 when my then spouse said she was leaving, I thank God that I realized that there was nothing, nothing I could do to make her stay…not even an apology.

Here’s why. apologizing for actually hurting someone else on purpose isn’t the same as apologizing to someone because we fear they’ll take their attention, love or companionship away.

We take a step that we think is right, based on the other person’s past reactions, and find ourselves on the wrong end of the stick. We apologize profusely, giving up any semblance of self-respect or self-worth and throw ourselves down to the ground, in hopes that we won’t be abandoned.

We’re not being genuine or authentic, we’re afraid of loss.

I believe and subscribe to what TD Jakes once said:

There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you, let them walk. I don’t want you to try to talk another person int staying with you, loving you, calling you; Let them walk!fff

I don’t want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you, I mean hang up the phone.

When people can walk away from you LET THEM WALK. Your destiny is never tied to anyone that left.

The Bible said that, they came out from us thst it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us.

I hear from people daily who want me to confirm that they haven’t screwed up a relationship (in most cases it’s not even a relationship—it’s fairly one-sided) permanently. They apologize to me, and to the person they figure feels slighted by them.

They are giving away power to the other person and then apologizing for it, and that is the very reason the relationship is slipping through their fingers.

Loving someone does not mean apologizing for our own, harmless actions. It’s a way of saying, “See, I’m not like the rest, trust me, I’m a doormat and would never seriously hurt anyone.”

It’s actually a manipulation.

This is supposed to catapult the object of desire into the waiting embrace of the apologizer. Many times the apologizer is also the fixer. The belief that we can fix anyone, or make their fears go away entirely, is a misnomer and has nothing to do with love. It’s about attachment and abandonment.

f4The apologizer lacks self-worth and value; the hope is the other person will fill that hole and give meaning to it. By constantly apologizing, we are not winning anyone over. In reality, we are being a burden to the other person.

The other person may love them, or just revel in the showering of attention to a certain degree, but at the same time grapple with the responsibility of the other person’s need for validation.

The need for validation is overwhelming to the person who apologizes. if they feel they’ve disappointed their love, they may feel their life isn’t worth living. Not an over-dramatization; we’ve all felt extreme disappointment and some of us can cope better than others.

In the case of saying I’m sorry, this person has a misconstrued sense of loyalty, love and respect of boundaries. This individual wants their mate to not have boundaries, to be 100 percent accessible to them and to always be in a state of happiness, because this individual takes their mate’s reactions so personally.

Many of us have had people in our lives who we didn’t want to lose. We’d strategize on how to show up, so we couldn’t possibly be rejected and get rejected anyway…and we perceive it, as though we did something wrong. When we’re dealing with a deeply felt pain of always being abandoned emotionally by others, we exude this outward. We believe we have a fatal flaw and in some cases, believe if we keep apologizing for it someone will finally accept us.  The key to breaking a cycle such as this, is in degrees, because some of us have no awareness about our motives and hand complete control of our emotional life over to someone else.

For those who understand that changing this dynamic starts with them, here are a few steps to building self-worth, love and respect:

First, must come the recognition that it has nothing to do with other people, it’s how we show up.

We believe we’ll be rejected and then we’re rejected. Bringing awareness to our feelings–which is unsettling, because we have to get through the anxiety ruling us, because of fear of loss or abandonment, takes time.

Where were we first abandoned emotionally, how did we grow up feeling a lack of value or worth? What things do we do now to get the same rejection?

Secondly, stop apologizing.g

It’s a manipulation against rejection, in the hope that someone won’t leave. When we stop apologizing it’ll be hard to resist, but in breaking the pattern, it’ll let us see the reality of the situation. It allows us to actually claim responsibility for our actions, but not from a place of failing; instead, a place of confidence. When we get that we’re fallible and it’s okay, as is our object of affection, it’s a more realistic perspective.

Leading us to number three….take the person off the pedestal.

They are not the savior, or perfect. They are flawed and human too.
This post is just a start, there’s many steps involved in the unraveling of abandonment and rejection; there’s no amount of apologizing, which will ever get us to self-worth and self-love.

I thank God I was able to understand the above…In 2002 I had laid it ALL on the line, and no apology was warranted.  Only thanks to the Father for the wisdom, strength and courage to understand tat,  This too shall pass.  And it will for you dear passengers, I promise.  Learn to love yourself and the Lord thy God!

All Aboard!  The LifeTrain!

August 1, 2014

“Legally Speaking!” – With Attorney Ewing Carter III

Category: Thoughts from Chuckie — chuckie @ 12:07 am

NEXT STATION STOP:  “LEGAL!”, Doors opening on the left.

KICK IT!  (Like wine with your meal, here’s music for your read!!!)
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Hey passengers, welcome aboard.  Today we take a look at one of my many conversations with Attorney Ewing Carter III.   We had many conversations on legal matters that I will be sharing periodically here on the LifeTrain.  So, let’s head on back to the legal car here on the train, The LifeTrain.

Chuckie:  Attorney Carter, Good day to you my Lawyer, brother type friend!!
ECIII:  Same to you dude.  Let’s kick this weekend off right, what do you have for me?

Chuckie:  Well kind sir of the legal industry, a passenger wrote in to say:  I’m a local musician here in town (Charlotte, NC). My R&B / ContemporaryJazz band has been together for 2 years playing weekend gigs as a hobby. I now want to get serious because I’ve got great musicians and our name is recognizable. What is the best way for me to own the name of the band, since I started everything?

ECIII: Before answering your question, I think you should make sure that your fellow band members understand and recognize that it was “you” who started the group and was the person “instrumental” (hee! hee!) in getting the group off the ground and marketable. If you don’t have this conversation, others may believe that they provided a “substantial” contribution to the development of the group, and this may cause problems of ownership down the road. If this is not the case, then I recommend that you register the band name as a Trade Name with the North Carolina Secretary of State’s Office. The filing fee is nominal ($50.00), and it makes known to all that you are the owner of that name for five (5) years. After 5 years, the name will need to be re-registered. Registering as a trade name adds a level of professionalism to the group, as the Secretary of State’s office will research its files to insure that the name is not being used by another entity.

Chuckie:  Good stuff!  This was very interesting.  Looking forward to a great year of interviews with you.

Chuckie:  Oh, I was over a buddy’s house this past weekend.  I looked at his dog and I said “SPEAK!”.
Chuckie:  Do you know that rascal said?
Chuckie:  “NO!”, not without my Attorney Ewing Carter present.

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July 30, 2014

If’n I only knew then…what he knows now…

Category: Thoughts from Chuckie — chuckie @ 2:20 am

Hey passengers today we have a guest writer.  He’s a cat I used to know.  I am mad at him (LIL CHuckie) cause there is a few things he could have told me that would’ve saved us a lot of ….time, money and issues had we had a talk back then.    KICK IT!
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Sometimes it seems like the whole purpose of life is just to learn and grow. We learn from our mistakes. I have observed that most of us do not learn unless we have made some mistake and have suffered its consequences.

I have also noticed that the majority among us keep on repeating the same mistakes again and again and in doing so keep on attracting the same kind of circumstances in our lives and then keep complaining too.lilc

There are some of us who learn from the mistakes of others. The majority among us though must go out there, make their own mistakes, learn from them, change their thinking and behavior and move on. These are the wise ones.

So making a mistake unknowingly is not as bad as making it intentionally. Learning from your mistakes in incomplete without a change in your thinking patterns. Changed thought patterns bring about changed behavior.

Here are some life lessons I learnt after making mistakes. I am sharing them with you in the hope that you may be among the wise ones.

1. The most sincere and selfless people around you are your parents. They maybe wrong sometimes and maybe hard on you but don’t just rebel against them without trying to understand their intentions first.

2. Save some part of your money whenever you get some and don’t touch it unless you really really need it.

3. Spend most of your money on things whose value increase with time, rather than immediate pleasure. It won’t last long otherwise.

4. There is no shortcut to being rich. Anyone who tells you so is lying and most probably a cheat.

5. Time is more important than money.

6. Family is more important than career.

7. Pursue what you love to do and be great at it and find a way to make a living doing that.

8. If you are unable to make a living while doing what you love don’t stop doing what you love to do, and while you make your living doing something else keep thinking how can do what you love and still live of it.

9. Life is unpredictable. Make sure your loved ones know that you love and care for them, no matter how busy you are. Never assume they know. Even if they know tell them anyway.

10. Read good books instead of watching TV. You will learn more and waste less time.

11. Don’t buy what they advertise just on an impulse. Take your time to decide if you really need that thing.

tt312. Change your friends if they do not share your values. It won’t kill you or your reputation.

13. Take risks but calculate the risks before taking them to see that you can handle the failure.

14. Plan your life but leave room for unplanned activities too. Let yourself experience the element of surprise.

15. Remember that nothing lasts forever. Nothing. So appreciate what you have when you have it.

16. Find God The one true God. The one who gave his only begotten son.  Reach out for Him and He will hold your hand for sure.

17. It’s better to agree to disagree rather than trying to force your point of view on someone who doesn’t think like you do.

18. Accept your failures with grace and don’t bury yourself in depression when you don’t get what you want. There might be something better waiting for you to notice it.

19. Loving someone does not mean you have to agree on everything.

20. When you are doing something try to focus all your attention to just that task. Forget about everything else.

21. Be healthy. Exercise, eat healthy foods, sleep well and you won’t get to see very many doctors in life.

22. Don’t do things just because everyone else is doing them. Choose what you want to do consciously with specific reasoning.

These are the very basic lessons I learnt from life. You make your own mistakes and learn them or you can just be the wise one.

Oh and one more thing from Lil Chuckie before I call for All Aboard….

Live like you were dying!

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